Sunday, January 4, 2009

Moving On...But Staying The Same

I have been thinking a lot about this lately. Why does it seem like all my scene friends are moving on and I feel like I've been left behind? I have tried a lot of things in the scene but I have always come back to spanking; my first true love. So why do I feel like I don't belong? Why do I feel like I don't fit in; even with other spankos? So many of the tops I have played with are now into other things besides spanking, they are exploring other things and that's fine. But they seem to have forgotten about their spanko friends. One top spanks so well but right now he seems to be more into other BDSM interests. A female switch friend (a dear, dear friend) announced she is no longer going to attend spanking parties, except the ones she organizes for her own group. I was so saddened to hear this.The thought of only see her twice a year (and that's if I can make both parties) makes me feel lost.

I know you can try other things and still remain a spanko. I did it. But I hope my friends who want to experiment with things other than spanking come back to it like I did and for the same reason; it's their true love.

Sorry this is so short but it's late and I have to get to bed now.

That's all for now. Play safe and play nice, Kiddies!



Dr. Ken said...

Cigi--I've no explanation for any of the others, but I've spanking for about 20 years now, and it's still my first (and only) choice. So, you know at least one person who hasn't changed--and, I have to say, isn't likely to.

Dr. Ken

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